My first blog!

I haven't done a blog site in a while. I seem to do short-term blogging in a sense with facebook's setup. This month and the end of February I have been pushing myself hard to loose weight. I've got several new outfits that I want to fit nicely when I go to visit my boyfriend on the 13th of March, which is just around the corner. Yesterday I exercised and plan to exercise again today. I usually take a day off, but I want to change it up so my body doesn't get use to the same routine. Also need to change the exercises' a little.

I weighed myself this morning and the scale made me smile. I'm down to 275. At my heaviest I weighed over 340 pounds! When I look at my old photo's that show me at 340ish, I just feel totally appalled by my appearance. I felt that way, and yet I did nothing for the longest time to change myself. I let my weight stay in the 340's for a while, and then just from lack of eating, I don't know I managed to dip down to 330.

After I lost my job in April, 2010 I decided it was time to take control of my life and become 'healthier'. I was constantly sick when I worked at CVS. The stress level, and my weight were NOT a good combination. The harassment from  some of my co-workers did not help either. I can honestly say I was crushed when I found out how much back stabbing happened there. I thought I had a friend in Pamela... I was wrong, so wrong.

But once I was done with CVS, I just started waking up early and forcing myself to workout. I started making meals for the family, and cutting my portion size. I worked out every single day for five days, and then would rest on the weekends. I want to eventually get back to that.

I am hungry for life. I want to live. I want to be more than a couch potato. I want to be someone who my boyfriend can look at and be happy with! I want to make him proud and be as active as he is (when he's not being a total WoW dork like myself. Hahaha) <3 you Justin.